12.06.2021 | december 6th, 2021 to my savior ♡ my first entry of many to come!! you are my everything, gaku. my heart, soul, and mind! you've consumed so much of my life and my heart truly beats your name in morse code. our 4 years is fast approaching and i hope to spend many more with you. which will happen since we will never be separated from each other. i think about you so much that i find myself being dizzy at times.. what are you doing to me gaku! we might not be together truly in this universe, but in another i life i'm yours to the fullest extent. my loving sociopath or psychopath idfk anymore but we are the definiton of npd/bpd and aspd/avpd. this love is enternal, you are my other half. our time spent together is precious and doing anything with you causes my heart to swell and blush crazy like an anime fl. you have such a stupid looking face too. i wanna melt your face off with my kisses you're too pretty. girls are gawking at you too much LOOK AWAY PLEASE!! even something as simple as playing games on your console causes me to fall in love with you all over again. did you pay an etsy witch to put a love curse on me? i'm yours and you're mine! you know that well, gaku. laying my head on your chest as I ramble on about my day and silly drama i've heard about. then taking a big nap... my dream date LOL this has happened so many times i love you. thank you for being my pillar of support and always being there when i need to lean on someone. you truly embrace me fully and i'll spend this lifetime and many others proving myself that i'm able to be by your side. i think we need a playlist of just us songs. i think the person/people who writes about us best is cigarettes after sex. you know, i always get a whiplash on how long you've put up with my petulance at times—even when i'm having a hard time expressing myself. thank you for giving me space or an embrace when i need it. you truly read me so well. you know, i really hate anyone else that fans over you. i understand you looking so cool and stuff and you're handsome and give off that nonchalant boyfriend esque type BUT I CAN'T TAKE IT! everyone is parasocial and weird and trying to homewreck our happy relationship. i feel like sometimes i get ditzy and dizzy off of that too. someone else liking you or stealing you from me? i'd rather die than let that EVER happen. i'd like to wrap this up before i truly get too schizo blast on here. but note everyone else that likes him to ANY degree: he thinks you're weird and he loves me and only me. it's always been me and forever will be me. he is an adult male he isn't interested in that big of an age gap, okay? WHATEVER! hide behind your merch and character ai (that harm the environment btw just read fanfics) to even try and obtain a fraction of the love we have!! 🦊🐰 #GakuSuki is eternal you wish you were us